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[29 Jul 2003|08:17pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so yes. i havent written in a whille.. even tho im on the computer 24/7.. so here goes...

i forgot most of what i did.. but hmmm ok

* sunday 7/20*
mom's b-day. mom and karam left for Las Vegas. Joyce (drew's grandma stayed with us)

* monday 7/21 *
slept over jacquis

* tuesday 7/22 *
chilled with scott and jacqui.
slept over jacquis again

* wednesday 7/23 *
hahaha forgot...

* thursday 7/24 *
daryl and sam left for Georgia.. miss them tonnns!
went to prestons house..
went to coffee and kingdom with heather and vicki.. got cotton candi slushies.. yumm. chilled on pleasent street cuz coffee kingdom is a madly gay person.

* friday 7/25*
umm i dunno

* saturday 7/26 *
slept over heathers w/ vicki and rianna

* sunday 7/27 *
went to jans kitchen with heather and vicki for breakfast <3
got my hair cut.. madd short and mullet like.
went to the solomn pond mall.
cut for the first time ina while...

* monday 7/28*
went to prestons

hmm my life is gayyyy.

im soo bored.

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[22 Jul 2003|01:45pm]
im not really gunna write in this thing anymore. everything i write in here somehow manages to fucking offend someone.. whether its something i say or someone i chill with.. so ya.. just fuck off..
i can hang out with whoever i fucking want to mind you
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barry is an ugly ass mother fucking bitch face [20 Jul 2003|03:17pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

karam got home yesterday with a nice gold chain for me <3 FROM AFRICA lol dee

yesterday me and deena went to the mall.. and completely blew off preston.. but we felt bad.. then i slept over her house.. and a lotta shit happened but i dont wanna write it just in case someone reads it... it involved a lotta fun... a lotta sneaking around.. a lotta yelling n a lotta lieing yup
.. haha

soo today my dad picked me up around 11:30... we went to KFC. where I hardly ate anything except for a few french fries.. i felt like bursting into tears every minute of this day. my dad got his tonsels out so he couldnt talk. nice huh? i asked my dad if i could get a HAIR CUT and he took me to the FLEA MARKET.. huh? lol maybe his hearing is going too... we went to the grafton flea market where i got a shirt cuz im ill like that and I shop at the flea market. then we went to pinecroft to pick up adam... then we went to the greendale mall to get my mom something for her birthday.

my mom keeps yelling at me to lose weight.. ugh.. she doesnt even fucking know what im going thru.. seriously. and i bet none of you do either..
yes. this discussion is over.

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[18 Jul 2003|08:46pm]
my tummy hurts
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[18 Jul 2003|08:39pm]
my mom says im on the computer too much

oh well it keeps me out of trouble

me and deena are KINDA pissed at daryl.. i dont feel like writing why

deena cant go out tonight =( but were probly gunna do sumthin tomorrow

i told preston i like him

that is all
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stolen from amanda r... [17 Jul 2003|07:16pm]
layer survery
LAYER 1

Name: Ami

Birth date: august 26

Birthplace: Worcester, Mass

Current Location: same

Eye Color: brown

Hair Color:brown

Height: 5'4"

Righty or Lefty: righty

Zodiac Sign: virgo


LAYER 2

Your heritage: iranian, swedish n a lot more

The shoes you wore today: black flip flops n white n silver nikes

Your weakness:loven sumwun but not being loved bak

Your fears: painfully dieing

Your perfect pizza: cheese pizza frum papa ginoz

Goal you'd like to achieve: get mostly straight a's in high school


LAYER 3

Your most overused phrase on AIM: o0o

Your thoughts first waking up: going back to bed

Your bedtime: whenever I get sleepy

Your most missed memory: being with my old friends


LAYER 4

Pepsi or Coke: coke

McDonald's or Burger King: BK

Single or group dates: i doesnt matter

Adidas or Nike:nike

Ice Tea or Nestea: ice tea

Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate

Cappuccino or coffee: neither

LAYER 5 DO YOU...

Smoke: no

Cuss: yes

Sing: yes

Take a shower everyday: no

Have a crush: yeah

Do you think you've been in love: i thought so but looking back, no

Want to go to college: yes

Like(d) high school: i hope i do

Want to get married: yeah!

Believe in yourself: not always

Get motion sickness: no

Think you're attractive: sometimes

Think you're a health freak: nope

Get along with your parent(s): sometimes

Like thunderstorms: yep

Play an instrument: not anymore

LAYER 6 In the past month, have you...

Drank alcohol: yeah

Smoked: no

Done a drug: no

Had Sex: no

Made Out: no =(

Gone on a date: no

Gone to the mall: hell ya

Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no

Eaten sushi: no

Been on stage: no

Been dumped: nope

Gone skating: no

Made homemade cookies: no

Gone skinny dipping: nope

Dyed your hair: no

Stolen anything: no


LAYER 7 Have you ever...

Played a game that required removal of clothing:probably

If so, was it mixed company: yeah

Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no

Been caught "doing something": ya

Been called a tease:i dk

Gotten beaten up: no but i almost did! lol

Shoplifted: yeh

Changed who you were to fit in: yah!


LAYER 8

Age you hope to be married: 25

Numbers and Names of Children:2 or 4

Describe your Dream Wedding: on a tropial island on the beach, with lots of stars shining, red roses

How do you want to die: in peace

Where you want to go to college: I have no idea

What do you want to be when you grow up: doctor

What country would you most like to visit:australia


LAYER 9: In a guy/girl...

Best eye color? brown

Best hair color? brown

Short or long hair: short

Height: a few inches taller than me

Best weight: i dont kno

Best first date location: somewhere romantic where we can talk alone

Best first kiss location: doesnt matter as long as the guy is sincere



LAYER 10

# of drugs taken illegally: 1

# of people I could trust with my life: 3

# of CDs that I own: alot

# of piercings: 3

# of tattoos: 0

# of scars on my body: a lot
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[17 Jul 2003|05:46pm]
daryl and sam came over today around 11.. we just chilled an watched TV.. then deena came over after summa school and I made them walk wiht me down to preston's house.. i put the envelope in his mailbox then we went to subway where he was working.. i like him but i dotn think he lieks me =( thats such a bad feeling... tomorrow i think im going to hampton unless my aunt calls. but i dont really feel like writing right now. i like preston so much and he doesnt even care. im kinda in a bad modd so i think im gunna go for a bike ride or sumthin... later
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[17 Jul 2003|10:00am]
[ mood | angry ]

i love how daryl and sam make plans to come over and then dont show up...

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[17 Jul 2003|09:22am]
[ mood | relieved ]

my doctor just called.. guess what? I DONT HAVE DIABETES! omg that takes such a load off my shoulders =)

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[15 Jul 2003|07:37pm]
daryl and sam r coming over!! we're gonna chizill n go swimming whooohoo! haha

BIG PIMPIN
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[15 Jul 2003|07:20pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I miss Kate. it seems like I havent hung out with her in forever. and i miss that. we always have so much fun when we're together. i dont want us to end up just aquaintences because we have so much in common and i miss hanging out with her. i hate this whole "high school" thing.. her going to a different school. i trust her with all of my problems and she understands and always gives me good advice. i really dont want to lose one of the best friends i have. so if your reading this- kate i <3 you!

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[15 Jul 2003|05:05pm]
[ mood | hot ]

i just got back from daryl and sam's house with deena

first we went in the mall to find daryl.. who is sexxxyyy x 452425346!!!

then we went to their house and hung out with sam... who is... odd x 452425346!! but hes so cute and funny!

we looked at really old pictures of us! haha.. oh the memories...

then i guess we got home too late and deena got grounded!! haha i mean aww thats too bad lol

we were gunna hang out with them tomorrow too but oh well

eh... Preston wants me to call him :-/
hes gunna get pissed if I dont.. but i dont care.. seriously i dont

tata

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[15 Jul 2003|01:24pm]
rite now i'm getting ready to walk to daryl and sam's house with deena.... oh boy
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[14 Jul 2003|11:57am]
[ mood | good ]

hey everyone... I just got back from Hampton Beach! I love it there... it takes my mind off of everything.. I love the ocean and boogie boarding and walking down the boardwalk. we stayed in "the sands" hotel right on the strip. Travis was staying near us. I got one of those necklaces with my name on a piece of rice... its so cool... and I got a babi blue sweatshirt that says lifeguard, a pink hampton shirt, and baby blue shorts with a white playboy bunny hehe... I might go back friday with my aunt! yeah theres soo many friggin hot boys there... haha well yep I'm wicked tired right now!!! and no ones online!!! k well i dont fell like writing any more! lyl buhbyez

ohh yeah i dunno if any of you used to watch that wrestling show on MTV.. but yeah I met one of the guys Nick from it at the beach haha
and I saw my sexy 2nd cousin Neil... haha

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stolen from melanie!!! [11 Jul 2003|12:41pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- Kelam Ima
[ x ] The story behind your user name - um.. no story.
[ x ] Where do you live - worcester
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - different, nice, fun, lonely
[ x ] Wallet - black with a star on it
[ x ] Hairbrush - black and grey
[ x ] Toothbrush - white and purple
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - gold earrings
[ x ] Pillow covers - on silky black one with flames on it that says "hottie" and one with flowers on it.
[ x ] Blanket - flowers
[ x ] Coffee cup - i dont drink coffee
[ x ] Sunglasses - black
[ x ] Underwear - current? white and purple.. they say "sassy" on them! haha
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - probly sum mix of brand new, bright eyes, less than jake.. n all that good stuff.
[ x ] Tattoos - none
[ x ] Piercings - 3 on my ears
[ x ] What you are wearing now- black shorts that go up my ass and a red shirt
[ x ] Hair - brown.. up in a ponytail

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - nuthing currently...spit?
[ x ] In my head - thoughts
[ x ] Wishing - I was making out with jordan
[ x ] After this - going to hampton beach
[ x ] Talking to - nobody
[ x ] Eating - nada
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - jordan!
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - hampton!
[ x ] The last thing you ate - "elepants hair"-some type of pastry from honey dew donuts in the cape
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - being murdered
[ x ] Do you like candles - oh yes..(last night hahaha)
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - YES!! all over your body haha
[ x ] Do you like incense - yess i do...lol me and kate used to smoke them
[ x ]Do you like the taste of blood - ehh.. not really
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yeah
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yeah
[ x ]Do you believe in love at first sight - yeah
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yeah people deserve second chances.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - honestly..no.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - I wanna be cremated then thrown into the ocean or sumtin.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - do I have to name the whole damn high school...
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - monkey.. or a cat
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- ummm like 7 am
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - cant say I have...
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yes I am mucho talented!
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - not sure..pronly a dime cuz i feel bad for it..its all small n shit..
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - why nice guys finish last
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - jordan will fly to worcester and propose to me =)

+Name: Ami
+Sex: female
+Birthdate: august 26
+Birthplace: Worcester
+Height: 5'4 or 5'5 i dunno
+Location: Worcester
+Dream Location: hawaii or australia
+Occupation: student
+How many pets do you have?: 1... my huge cat that it the cutest thing in the world
+What are they?: cat, dumbass. I just explained that
+What school do you go to?: Burncoat High
+Do you like it?: we'll just wait and see
+What are you listening to right now?: birds chirping and myself typing
+What are you eating?: nothing
+What are you drinking?: nothing
+What are you thinking?: i miss people and I need to hang out with everyone again
+What are you wanting?: jordan
+When's the last time you kissed someone?: lets not go there
+When's the last time you hugged someone?: last night
+Are you bored with this yet?: yeah
+Would you like to stop?: yep

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[11 Jul 2003|12:27pm]
off to Hampton Beach!!

love you all
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[11 Jul 2003|11:33am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

hey!!! I just got back from the cape with jacqui, katelyn and karissa... omg it was soo much fun... we went to the beach like every day and hung out with Liz and Sara... on Monday nite we met a wicked hot kid named Jordan.. i miss him so much... we chilled with him at the beach... then I saw Rianna monday nite, which was wicked weird cuz what are the odds we would be at the same beach... and wednesday nite we ate lobster and I saw anthony quatela... it brought back so many memories of last year... but anyways we walked around like every nite getting beeped at.. it was so much fun hahah... we stayed in a wicked cute cotage and i didnt even get sick of jacqui.. we were wicked honest with each other the whole time.. lol but yeah I'm gunna go read people's journals and see what I missed over the week.. cuz I missed everyone so much. I'm glad to be home to see my family and stuff.. I mite go to Hampton with my mom and my aunt til Monday.. we're still deciding tho. I spent like 30 bucks just on keychains and magnets for my mom, my dad, and adam. crazy. k well im out like a fat girl in kickball haha

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[03 Jul 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

yeah... so yesterday I went to the auburn mall with Eva and Laura. She bought clothes and shoes and she had 15$ left and we were hungry so we went to friendlys (,y idea). we didnt know drinks cost 2$ each lol so we got a SMALL order of quasedillas for ALL of us.. lol... and we got a SINGLE SCOOP ice cream to share. we had just enough for the bill.. then we got our pictures done and me and laura stole playdough.. not on purpose though, we thought it was free ;-)... then we came back to Eva's and brough Laura home. then we went swimming at my house. eva slept over and we harassed people on a trick sn hahah... wow we need to get a life. then this morning we went swimming and made eggs.. then we made a cake lol... and then we went swimming again! my eyes are so blurry... we just got back from the fireworks... we went up to burncaot... we could barely se them cuz of the trees and the clouds... so yep im at evas right now... im sleepin over! hehehe

<333 love ya bunches!

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[02 Jul 2003|01:06pm]
[ mood | muggy ]

ugh.. my mom just told me that school starts on my birthday!

that sucks, yo

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[02 Jul 2003|10:11am]
who else thinks my livejournal is hot shit

haha I love it!
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